I don't know how many people know this yet, but Josiah was diagnosed with autism on Wednesday. I've already had some people say some really stupid stuff to me, so I'm not telling anyone else face to face. I guess it is a little overwhelming for some people to imagine us with two autistic children. But, it's a little insulting when people are horrified by my family. My children are beautiful--in every way, and they bring me so much joy. I understand that this is going to be hard. I hate knowing that they will have challenges and struggles. But, I'm going to do everything I can to help them!
I didn't cry or flinch during the evaluation, but that is mostly because I already knew. And, when it is all said and done, I'm not really scared of autism. I know that kids can get better, and I'm going to do eveything in my power to ensure they are overcomers and that they are happy. For my husband and I, the diagnosis of Josiah was not shocking, horrifying, or insulting in any way. We know that Josiah is beautiful, smart, and not terribly different that any other 16-month-old.
I LOVE MY BABY BOY!!!
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